I Didn't Lie but I Know Now That I Should Have

There is a voice inside of me
That still wants to be heard
That familiar hazy vision
Is turning into a vivid blur
Addicted to love
I am now on the recieving end
I thank you in silence
It’s worth still believing in
I didn’t lie but I know now that I should have
Is it the carrot or the stick
That I can almost touch
I want you for me only
I want too much
Addicted to love
I am now on the giving end
I thank you in silence
It’s worth still believing in
I didn’t lie but I know now that I should have
Hell awaiting me
Elevating me
They’re celebrating me already