The Admiration Of Sadness

In a moment full of admiration I heart your lovely voice
I think back and my heart was full of sad astonishment
Your glance will live eternally is my memories
The wish to pick up the past conquers despair
And your wistful eyes strengthen my hope to be a part of your thoughts
And your words left their marks into the sand and were swallowed the ocean
And I try to hear them
To feel them and put them back into your heart
The picture set by the sun begins to fade but the separation of these days is
our bond
And with the sound of beauty I became silent
And with these sounds a wave of relief flows through me hitting ma heart
From there my power of my love arises
But this source was buried by your pain
The feeling of having tears on my cheeks sets my pain free
Tears of my suffering which mean nothing to you
Feelings don’t reach your heart anymore
Pictures in my heart that are painted like you
Every day a part in me dies but my wounded heart will not break
To live a love that takes your life
Alone drowned in thoughts I devote myself to the memories