Apophenia

And I awake to find we’re losing sight of who we are
And its not like we’re still inside your tired illusions
So I’ll wait in these desperate hours of confusion
Have I wandered too far away
Am I lost inside a maze
The answers will be revealed and its only a matter of time
So I take the blame and play your game but never thought this was all
For a moment you try to control
I can’t say how its taking the gun away from me
If I stay here and wait inside the silence
If I keep holding my breath
You think I’m drowning and
I already have
So I’ll to to find another tide, another reason to finally
Say it and now its only a matter of time
So I’ll wait in these desperate hours of confusion
I can’t say how its taking the gun away from me