Today

Today, I feel like suicide
Tomorrow, I might say I’m alright
I just wanna reach my paradise
I just wanna reach sweet paradise
Today, I feel like suicide
I’m just so tired, I’ve got to rest
The things I’ve locked inside my chest
I feel so trapped in my own mind
It don’t shut down like all the rest
They laugh and play while I’m stuck in chess
Today, I feel like suicide
Tomorrow, I might say I’m alright
I just wanna reach my paradise
I just wanna reach sweet paradise
Today, I feel so paralyzed
They say that I don’t give my best
I gave my all, got nothing left
Today, I feel like suicide
No one here to second guess
It’s just me and my own breath
Today, I feel like suicide
Tomorrow, I might say I’m alright
I just wanna reach my paradise
I just wanna reach sweet paradise