Disaster

There she goes
She’s slipped again
She’s been known to get like this
Every now and then
She fills her head with clouds
Runs away with Mary Jane
She tries to block it out
And numb her pain
She’s a beautiful disaster
Often times she’s plastered
Medicating herself away
She tries to hide from her remorse inside
And all the tears she cried in her dismay
She’s not well
When she’s in her mind
She’s been though Hell
Thinks it’s her fault she left him behind
She bears guilt like a cross
She blames herself 'cause she survived
She hurts 'cause she still mourns the loss
Of whom she can’t revive
She’s a beautiful disaster
Often times she’s plastered
Medicating herself away
She tries to hide from her remorse inside
And all the tears she cried in her dismay
She’s a beautiful disaster
Often times she’s plastered
Medicating herself away
She tries to hide from her remorse inside
And all the tears she cried in her dismay
No, it is not her fault
Her self-assault
She is missing her soul
I hope she finds what she needs
So she can be whole
She’s a beautiful disaster
Often times she’s plastered
Medicating herself away
She tries to hide from her remorse inside
And all the tears she cried in her dismay
She’s a beautiful disaster
Often times she’s plastered
Medicating herself away
She tries to hide from her remorse inside
And all the tears she cried in her dismay