These Days

Never in never out
Never up never down
Always here on my own
Come around you don’t sit down
So I’m here on this couch
With no words in my mouth
And my thumbs on my phone
But it hurts all alone
All alone
They come around I’m on my phone
I never wanna leave my room
But I don’t wanna be at home
I’m used to long nights waiting for the phone lights posting just to feel likes
posting just to feel liked
Running from the white lights speeding past the street signs crying in my
sheets type letters you won’t read right
Do you care for me
Tell me are you there for me
Please don’t let me watch you leave
Tell me are you there for me
Do you feel alone
How I feel alone
I don’t know what to do on these days
I don’t know what to do on these days
Feel like I’m going through a phase
Feel like I’m going through a phase
All alone sitting here at the cafe
All alone sitting here at the cafe
Looking at the sky here i’m feeling safe
Looking at the sky I
Never in never out
Never up never down
Always here on my own
Come around you don’t sit down
So I’m here on this couch
With no words in my mouth
And my thumbs on my phone
But it hurts all alone
All alone
They come around I’m on my phone
I never wanna leave my room
But I don’t wanna be at home
My highs been low
I need loving I need growth
No self care no socializing to my own folks
Can’t think straight I’m too scared of this place we declare
A love for one another miss the days I was younger
My highs been low
I need loving I need growth
No self care no socializing to my own folks
Can’t think straight I’m too scared of this place we declare
A love for one another miss the days I was younger