Not Once Not Ever

Hello my dear friend
Your reputation quite true
These are thoughts I’ve held on
& saved inside for you
I remember… couldn’t trust you once, not ever
Maybe it’s been two years
It could be three
You know it’s hard to recall
I was younger I thought it was me Maybe you were someone else then too
I remember… couldn’t trust you once, not ever
It’s the same old thing
You know I said it from the start
That living together is something you do Married is something you are
Now…
I remember… couldn’t trust you once, not ever
& even after all this
I writing to you now
To be reminded of it all
Darling can you hear me Do you understand
Our best decisions so often were unplanned
I remember… couldn’t trust you once, not ever
Not ever… not ever… not ever