filling up the space

They say you gotta make a change if you wanna feel better
Now I’m pushing weight, bursting out my favorite sweater
Fuck the opposition, I’mma smoke 'em in a second
Yeah, I kill time, that’s the way that I spend it
And I don’t wanna die, but my brain think different
Wanna feel fine, but I act so distant
And I don’t wanna doubt, but my dreams fictitious
Not enough energy to break out the system
Wake up with the same mindset
My plate got too much to digest
And inspiration too rare to even find it
So I fight my way through the violence
Had the dream again, the one you’re screaming in
The one I wake up, still feelings deep within
I’m so sorry, I had to do that
I broke everything, the pieces wouldn’t glue back
My mind insane, I can’t erase
What I have lost embedded in my brain
Stuck up in my ways, you told me I’m a waste
And I agree with that, I’m filling up the space
My mind insane, I can’t erase
What I have lost embedded in my brain
Stuck up in my ways, you told me I’m a waste
And I agree with that, I’m filling up the space
My vision 20/20, but my problems aren’t clear to me
I’m seeking opportunities, but fucking up so frequently, like
I can’t stop it, I make myself nauseous
I turn a good girl to a bitch that is toxic
And I don’t wanna always do that
I just wanna make you happy if your mood’s bad
Not feeling too good about the truth myself
But I gotta dust off what’s on my shelf
My mind insane, I can’t erase
What I have lost embedded in my brain
Stuck up in my ways, you told me I’m a waste
And I agree with that, I’m filling up the space
My mind insane, I can’t erase
What I have lost embedded in my brain
Stuck up in my ways, you told me I’m a waste
And I agree with that, I’m filling up the space
My mind insane, I can’t erase
What I have lost embedded in my brain
Stuck up in my ways, you told me I’m a waste
And I agree with that, I’m filling up the space