New Years 2020

It’s New Year’s Day and I’m givin' up, I’m tearin' up every part of the contract
All those times that I gave a fuck, it wasn’t enough to get close to anything,
yeah
I’d try again but I can’t see the end of all these little things I thought I’d
miss
I could brush it off and put it on my list
But the truth is
2020, I’m scared of it
Yeah, I might lose myself again
Every year I think I’ll change but every year it’s all the same for me and all
my friends
If you shut the door, then I’ll pretend that I’m not lying on the floor scared
to death of 2020
Another year, another war
But I didn’t fight in it so what’s the score?
Looking out trying to fill a cup
Is it moving on or just giving up when everything all hurts the same?
I have my doubts, but who’s to blame?
I’d give it all if I could just relax
I can’t believe I just thought of that
2020, I’m scared of it
Yeah, I might lose myself again
Every year I think I’ll change but every year it’s all the same for me and all
my friends
If you shut the door, then I’ll pretend that I’m not lying on the floor scared
to death of 2020
Oh
Oh, oh
Take a bullet or take a pill
My elbows on the windowsill, thinkin'
God is dead or he fell asleep
Yeah, I’m spiritual but on the cheap, oh, no
Oh, no