Reparation

I made my mistake
Empty bottles in my wake (and it hit me so hard)
Reality sets in to separate what was real in my mind
At that moment in time
No way that I could hide the sordid truth-of what I did to you
Then it hit me so hard-waking up to someone much meaner than you
When it hit me so hard I thought of you
Excuses are made
And nothing’s left to say to try and take it back
Unanswered call-a missed opportunity to repair a heart
That’s been broken in two from misery
At that moment in time
No way that I could hide the sordid truth-of what I did to you
Then it hit me so hard-waking up to someone much meaner than you
When it hit me so hard…
Did you think of me?
Did it bring you heartache?
Promises won’t change what’s happened
I live with my mistake