Dear Jcp&l, I'm Tired of This Nonsense

I haven’t had power in 8 straight days
and snow on Halloween just sent the east coast in a craze
just makes me wish I wasn’t so dependent
but I’ll take any warmth I can get
I’ve got everything I might need
A sweatshirt with a thermal underneath
and I’ve been sleeping on MPF’s couch
(just feeling like a waste of space)
But he’s got a shower in his house
But I can’t wash this pain away
Remember just the other day
when we finally had a show to play
but mother nature had her way
So with this hand I’ve been given
I put a middle finger up and say fuck the town I live in
and I miss my dad and mom
I’ve played for hours, can’t beat this game
and I know I’m not the only one that feels this and I’m ashamed
Just makes me wonder what if I was somewhere
thoughts like this would never come there
My point of view would just be shattered
cuz none of this would ever matter
and as I lay here on this couch
(just thinking about those awful days)
the thought that travels to my mouth
(is may never leave this place)
where I spent every single day
it somehow keeps my friends at bay
they’re stuck here too.
I guess I’ll stay
And I know more storms will come and this feeling will be gone
by the end of this