You Were Everything

I’ve been practicing silence
For one too many a day
Like a resin is to violins
Your absence makes me fray
And all I ever hid behind
The clouds will rain on me so proudly
What I wanted to say to you
Is you were everything
And now the storm has broken
A storm of what I wouldn’t say
The only thing that I needed
Was the one thing that kept you away
And all I see kaleido focused
Is perfect timing past it’s prime
Even now my aquiesscence
Leaves me shaken in your presence
I was what I thought you need
A saddle of your trusted steed and ride
And all the sounds, and all the smells
Are swirling ceaselessly round me