It's All Coming Back

my head lays down
broken apart
all senses lost
a drunken heart
after years of changing
there are many ways to go
but i’ve missed the train
the tearing comes too slow
the unbearable grey
is coming back
i hate this place
because of that
everything seems to flow
and i’m involved
i know now the past
my eternal hold
i forget the code
but it’s coming back
i fake the message
the leading track
i feel my eyes
but it’s almost here
i stain my goals
but it’s all coming near
see countless faces
merging into a crowd
i suppress the fact
that i never found
the one good reason
slowly dies away
the only evidence
that’s worth to stay
i connect the future
with this daily shit
decisions and actions
a forceful split
i’m just around
but don’t know why
to fill a gap
and decorate your life
i forge the code
but it’s coming back
i fake the message
the leading track
i feel my eyes
but it’s almost here
i stain my goals
but it’s all coming near