Disarray

We made a pact to be good for each other
No strings attached bound to be lovers
You did your best to perfect the illusion
Nothing was wrong we were strong
I saw through it
My sweet girls its done
I can’t carry on like this
You don’t wanna be with me
All we’ve ever done is cover up cold and numb
Dying love
I don’t wanna keep you here
Fighting with your head and heart
To stay in this place
Of disarray
Call it a tie and leave with your head high
Take what is mine and I’ll find a new life
My sweet girl walk on, I can’t carry us like this
You don’t wanna be with me
All we’ve ever done is cover up cold and numb
Dying love
I don’t wanna keep you here
Fighting with your head and heart
To stay in this place
Of disarray
No I won’t drag your name through the dirt
I won’t tell my friends it’s all her
It’s not about the blame or getting one up in the game no
I won’t bite back and attack fire words try burning what we had
It’s not about pain, I’m not gonna make you pay
You don’t wanna be with me
All we’ve ever done is cover up cold and numb
Dying love
I don’t wanna keep you here
Fighting with your head and heart
To stay in this place
Of disarray
We were too scared of goodbye
Fighting for something that died
Now we’ve got to leave us behind
We were too scared of goodbye
Fighting for something that died
Now we’ve got to leave us behind