Silence

We’re not the hero, the special one
Immunized to all that’s wrong
We don’t control our destiny
So endure all the pain that was meant to be
And I don’t mean to wallow in self pity
But I feel this lesson could’ve been taught differently
As I now feel trapped inside
Why can’t I find what I miss?
The silence that no longer exist
The never-ending ringing in my ears
That will never disappear
I guess sometimes you get to live your fears
Why is everything so loud?
The silence is all I dream about
I can’t even stand my own mother’s voice
How can it be my only choice?
But to live scared of the silence and the noise