Bastard John

Come here in silence and kiss me quiet lying on the floor
Im acting dumb like you wanted
But Im not your kid anymore
Im not your bastard john
Just because I played along
Im not your bastard john
Just because I played along
Youre just a comma
You give me pause with your temporary charm
But Im distorted
Cant you see it when Im underneath you
Trying not to look alarmed
Im not your bastard john
Just because I played along
Im not your bastard john
Im not your bastard john
So dont try to fake me out
With some bulls*** promise that you didnt have to say
You present to me Just keeps on giving every damn day
Im not your bastard john