unrequited /stolen lakes

I can imagine you,
Spreading your wings,
Out in the snow,
As the morphine drips,
The scenery shifts,
To somewhere I’ve never known,
If thinking could be real,
Maybe my dreaming wasn’t in vain,
Will I approach your side,
Will words collide,
You’re fading, you fade away,
And it feels,
Yeah it feels,
Like it’s closer,
Every year,
And it feels,
Like all the torture,
You survived on heaven and earth,
Was contrived of failure,
But still life,
A stillbirth,
I’m yours to take apart,
I can imagine you,
Spreading your wings,
Out in the snow,
As the morphine drips,
Your move your lips,
The meaning must incur,
And somewhere in the night,
Your chemicals ignite,
You waited all this time,
You’ve wasted all my time,
And it feels,
Yeah it feels,
Like I’m closer,
Every year,
And it feels,
Like all the torture,
You survived on heaven and earth,
Was contrived of failure,
But still life,
A stillbirth,
I’m yours to take apart,
Over the waves,
The colors the stay the same,
Over the waves, (x4)