Used to That

I’m way too cynical for my age
Afraid to dive too deep knowing things might change
It’s hard to get used to things being okay
After all the love I’ve had to throw away
I can’t help trying to fix
Things that aren’t broken yet
'Cause someone else, they made me think
That there ain’t no happy ends
Every time you say, «I love you»
And I don’t say it back
I promise I’m not tryna hurt you
I’m just stuck in the past
When I’m at my worst you still put me first
While everyone’s putting me last
Yeah, every time you say, «I love you»
I’m still not usd to that, I’m not used to that
Don’t know what’s so messed up in my had
Think you gonna ghost me even while you hold me
In my bed