Invisible Tonight

Expect perfection that I don’t have
You want a miracle, I’m not your girl
Not a lover of words, I’m a lover of sounds
And you never understand because you’re never around
Expect a lot of things
And pretend like you’re not condescending
If you’d only listen to me
You’d know I’m drowning slowly
These walls keep closing in on me again
So sorry but I’ve got to go
I wanna fade away and watch you win
I never wanna try or go all in
I’ve got nothing to offer, I’m giving in
I’ve got to go, cause I’m invisible
And I try to rise above the noise
But it never matters, you’re cutting me out
Why can’t you just see that I just wanna be
A part of the world imaginary
If anyone’s listening, I wouldn’t know
Cause it’s all about you and you’re stealing the show
All this thinking could get me in trouble
So I order a drink and I make it a double
Drowning all my sorrows here again and again and again
So sorry, but I’ve got to go
I wanna fade away and watch you win
I never wanna try or go all in
I’ve got nothing to offer, I’m giving in
I’ve got to go, cause I’m invisible
And I think I want to be invisible tonight
Cause you, that’s how you like me
All covered up, and barely there
I walk away but you don’t care
I’m sorry but I’ve got to go
I can’t do this!
I wanna fade away and watch you win
I never wanna try or go all in
I’ve got nothing offer, I’m giving in
I’ve got to go, oh
I wanna fade away and watch you win
I never wanna try or go all in
I’ve got nothing offer, I’m giving in
I’ve got to go, cause I’m invisible
Just can’t do this