Generic Warmth

the void in me
i filled with synthesized dreams
surrended by people
who knew my needs
but when i met you
my hunger stopped
all my problems
trimmed and cropped
i couldn’t stop you
i feel so low
a new hedonism
shoot it up and let go
you are the perfect drug
your bodywarmth
the perfect fix
now undress and let go
you were the only one
i ever wanted
now i’m on the floor
wrecked and haunted
i cure myself
i revive myself
i hit myself
to prove oneself
drift aimlessly
filled up with grief
all falls apart
in disbelief
now i bought my dreams back
sedated again
a little something
to keep me sane
but i know
there’s another cure
a perfect drug
and that’s a fix of you