Below

Screaming alone I want to be at home
No ears to fall upon
My heart screams for more
But nothing can break through it’s walls
Invisible, miserable
All in all fucking pitiful
A needle in a haystack
When did I become so cynical
Back again my old friend
I can’t say it’s nice to see your face I’m afraid
I should have known you were coming
When my chest went cold and all my thoughts were numbing
Waking up but never wanting to be awake
Breaking down and all I can think is how much I need a break
From this life, from this god-damn burden
That is haunting me
Well I remember a time when I used to feel alive
The skies were bright and I didn’t have to hide
The birds they were singing my life it was gleaming
A feeling of something-ness today feels so fleeting
Well John and Jane Doe they’ve abandoned their throne
Throw down the gauntlet
And I’m cursed with the unknown
My body’s growing weary and my eyes are closing shut
I just can’t seem stop these feelings
I feel betrayed by my very own mind I’m not seeking forgiveness
I know I don’t deserve it
I’m not seeking forgiveness I know I don’t deserve it
But I’m searching for meaning
For a feeling of purpose
Something to save my soul
From this hangman’s noose
I’m not seeking forgiveness
I know I don’t deserve it
I’ll be forever in sorrow
For what I’ve done to me
For what I’ve done to me
For what I’ve done to me