Lucid

I can see the rain it’s falling down, it hit my face
I don’t run away from where I am, I stay in place
I will always weather what I feel I never cave
I will not be lectured by you, I don’t wanna change
Days on days don’t like the way I see them go
Fuck the weight I feel it start taking its toll
Ways away I see the storm before it come
I just brace myself I don’t what’s in store, yeah
I don’t want let it come between us both
Is it too much for you now? I need to know
I heard the shit they talk I don’t believe at all
I try so hard to keep it up my head is down
I feel the pressure take it off I need to blow
No real connection with no one, I be alone
I don’t recall another moment I was not
No self control the way I was I know it now
I wanna see (Yeah)
What it’s really like to be awake inside a dream
I need like an eighth for every day so I can breathe
I am not ashamed at all I know I am a fiend
Last time I was sober I think I was in my teens
I need some to drink
No I don’t wanna see the screen
I do not believe the shit they tell me on TV
Nothing really left for me, this city
Got me sitting by myself, I need a sec
Knew all along you were just in it for the moment
You don’t really wanna let me in at all
I don’t recall a time you noticed me before
You wanted something that I got, it’s what you saw
I keep reflecting on it all just like the water
When it’s still I see myself and every flaw, yeah
I don’t expect you to believe me
You just wanna be deceived it’s all you ever really known
I can see the rain it’s falling down, it hit my face
I don’t run away from where I am, I stay in place
I will always weather what I feel I never cave
I will not be lectured by you, I don’t wanna change
Fuck the weight I feel it start taking its toll
Ways away I see the storm before it come
I just brace myself I don’t what’s in store