Awake

My phone lights up
I wish that I was surprised
When I’m vulnerable and drunk
I know you ain’t far behind
Baby you’re always on edge
I’ve talked you down off every ledge
I wish I didn’t care so much
You only call when something’s wrong
I should just turn my phone off
Gonna break myself being your crutch
Awake
I’m the only one who’s still awake
I’m the only one who makes you feel awake
Seven numbers away
When you need to be saved
Somewhere in the space between tomorrow and today
You know my shoulders are there to carry the weight
Cause I’m the only one who’s still awake
You’ve got a girlfriend now
Why don’t you call her up
Calming you down when you’re a mess
Isn’t that her job
And you’re talking all about
How you miss me, need me now
But you never needed me when I needed you
Awake
I’m the only one who’s still awake
I’m the only one who makes you feel awake
Seven numbers away
When you need to be saved
Somewhere in the space between tomorrow and today
You know my shoulders are there to carry the weight
Cause I’m the only one who’s still awake
You want me to be your everything
But I ain’t your anything at all
You want me to hold the heavy things
While you just sleepwalk
While you just sleepwalk
Awake
I’m the only one who’s still awake
I’m the only one who makes you feel awake
Seven numbers away
When you need to be saved
Somewhere in the space between tomorrow and today
You know my shoulders are there to carry the weight
Cause I’m the only one who’s still awake
My phone lights up
I wish that I was surprised