Saviorself

I wish I had more time to sort out all of this out inside my mind
I only have one day, it’s given at dawn
And at dusk it gets taken away
I can’t control what I think, so how can I control what I say?
I don’t know who I am at the moment and I can’t pray
I can’t pray for the answers anymore
I only have myself to blame for losing control
I’ve always needed something, maybe I needed to be alone
And I don’t need to be saved
I’m not saying that it’s too late, but way too much has changed
You call it savior and I call it a learned behavior
You call it the light I refuse to see
And I call it the mask I’ve seen underneath
Just do and say the same, the same thing
No opinion preserved in stained glass
Holds more moral truth to me
I only have myself to blame
I only have myself to blame for losing control
I still need to be saved, just not by you
I still need to be saved, just not by you
I only have myself to blame for losing control
I’ve always needed something, maybe I needed to be alone
I only have myself to blame for losing control
I’ve always needed something, maybe I’ll be alone