You're Not My Father

Nothing compares to
the weight I carry.
I just can’t go home.
You’d think I’d hate you.
I know you’re sorry.
I’ll leave this alone.
Breathing in deep.
I can’t sit still.
Strangled.
Shaking.
I’ve lost the will.
I hear the door slam.
Mom is crying.
«Just stay away from him.»
Much less than a man.
Just beating me in.
This is no way to live.
Breathing in deep.
I can’t sit still.
Strangled.
Shaking.
I’ve lost the will.