I'm Not Waving I'm Drowning

I sit on my hill in my house built on sand
And why I’m not happy just don’t understand
‘Cause I have tried everything they say can keep me from feeling this way
And the way it looks now nothings ever gonna change
I’m not waving I’m drowning
What do you care about me
I’m starting to doubt
That I will ever be anything but alone
I look in my mirror and what do I see
An empty eyed nowhere man staring back at me
I look around the rooms of my house overcrowded with all my toys
But not one of them has ever brought me any joy
It’s always the same it’s the same nothing’s ever gonna change
And I’m the only one to blame
I’m not waving I’m drowning
What do you care about me
I’m starting to doubt
That I will ever be anything but alone
I fall on my knees and I’m begging you please
Take all my pain and give me some peace
Can you save me I’m drowning
Upon your door I’m pounding
Take from me my fear take all my shame
‘Cause I can’t make it anymore on my own