6ft.deep

Was it worth it?
These depressive thoughts become permanent
Addicted to pain, vision blurred, i’m lost in my ways
I need to feel something
Don’t want tomorrow to be the fucking same
I’ve been constantly numb, carving my own skin
I never thought i’d give up
I made a mistake that i can’t fucking take back
Wanted change, but i only saw myself being in the way
Finally found peace, but i can’t breath
Ended up 6 ft deep
Gone and forgotten, time won’t wait
Everything will stay the same when I’m gone
So don’t try and tell me I’m wrong
I fought so god damn hard and only beat myslf
I am drowning in dirt
No one could hear me, whn i was yelling for help
But it’s too late, i’m too far gone, you won’t see me
Times up
My obituary, the only thing to keep me in your thoughts
Casket closed
Too late to go back
Too late to change my fucking mind
Body in casket for the rest of time
I ignored my own cries