Scumbag's Apprentice

I have never been such a fool
What have I done?
I have never eaten so much food trying to have fun
I have never taken so much booze looking at the sun
And I blame myself
I dump shame on myself
I used to be a lucky one when I was young
I soaked in my own scum
Is that why I’m so dumb?
I am a spam
I am a pyramid spam
If you take a hard look at me you can smell all the meat
When I wake up from a 10 hour dream
All I want to do is eat
I abuse myself
I excuse myself
I used to be a lucky one whenI was young
Is that why I’m so dumb?