Looking Down the Barrel

I’ve given up on living my return
It’s better than I ever wanted, I know
And anytime I want to feel right I just run into the wrong light
Looking down the barrel of no fun
But I might as well be the only one left in hell
I might as well become
'Cause it was never my biggest concern
My boredom was so frightening that I know
That anytime I want to feel right I just run into the wrong light
Looking down the barrel of no fun
But I might as well be the only one left in hell
I might as well become
I just don’t feel right and my mind is coming on
I just don’t feel right and my mind is coming on
'Cause even when I can tell myself I’m barely gonna run
Even when all the chemicals are responsible fun
But I might as well be the only one left in hell
I might as well become
I might as well
I might as well, yeah
I might as well, hey, yeah, yeah, yeah