I Don't Want To Hate You Anymore

I go to bed by midnight
I wake up again at 4:00
I read a while
Then try to sleep some more
But by 6:00 AM I? m gone again
Lost in the logic of despair
Cause you just can? t reason with someone
Who ain? t even there
I been right about the reasons
This bein? right is getting nowhere
And it? s time for movin? on
I? m letting go of the anger
I been holding in my heart
I? m letting go of the bitterness
That? s tearin? me apart
It? s time to give us both the forgiveness
I couldn? t give before
I don? t want to hate you anymore
I loved you for your honesty
Now I hate you for your lies
Still I just don? t see the wisdom in goodbye
So I? ll put my fears in a letter of tears
I guess I never intended to send
The future? s hard to believe in if I can? t even see the end
There are no easy answers
It? s just a fact of life
You know somebody? s always leavin?
Somebody? s always left behind
I? m letting go of the anger
I been holding in my heart
I? m letting go of the bitterness
That? s tearin? me apart
It? s time to give us both the forgiveness
I couldn? t give before
I don? t want to hate you anymore
One by one and day by day I? m getting? stronger
It ain? t about you any longer
It? s about tryin? to save my soul
I don? t want to hate you anymore
Argue or debate you
I don? t want to hate you anymore