Sign of Life

A light has entered my mind
From somewhere undefined
It’s fading and I’m far behind
Been hiding
Dead inside
For too long
This can’t be where I belong
I’m shedding
All the weight of my doubts
This pain I could do without
Grasping to hold on
Just to lose it all
Desperate to let go
Watching me fall
Only to heal the wounds
Of those promises
Walking through field
Of failure to find a sign
Sign of …
Hope beckons
Calling me to begin
This darkness might not win
More colors
Finally shades of gray
Yearning to walk away
Blackness or total white
With no end in sight
Blackness behind a wall
That’s hinding the light
Only to heal the wounds
Of those promises
The pieces of hope
To resurrect me
Lighting the fire
That may have seemed to die
Walking through fields
Of failure to find a sign
Sign of life
Feeling the eternal fear
That the pain is near
Questions in the back of my mind
Nothing is clear
Only to heal the wounds
Of those promises
The pieces of hope
To resurrect me
Lighting the fire
That may have seemed to die
Walking through field
Of failure to find a sign
A sign of life
It’s my sign of life
The sign
The sign of life