Lovely Escape

Won’t forget feelings of how we met
They’re part of me now
Everyday I take another step
But I’m not sure how
I’ve been holding on to something I can’t touch
Why does it feel like letting go is not enough?
Aching, I’m breaking
When losing my lover
Tender, sweet anger
I’ll wait for another
Hideaway — I’ll be somebody’s again
Only lonely for so long
Taking my time
I’ll be lost in my lovely escape
All the pieces you left behind
I’ll let them fade
I’m alone with all the shreds
From this thing we made
Holding on to something built up in my mind
Why does it feel like you’re alright
When I’m not fine
Please don’t find somebody new
Somebody who
Can light up a room
While I fade from you