Is It Good News Today?

I wouldn’t allow myself
To take what I want so much
I change my mind almost every day
That’s something you should ignore
Pile on excuses, each like before
More like the barrel’s dry today
There’s nothing wrong with myself tonight
And there’s no time to wander
Where you don’t belong
You see it’s alright to leave us
But not for long
You could stay with us maybe
But we know that’s not what you want
You never really stopped
I never thought you would
Because we know that’s not what you want
Those hours and these days follow
Shadows into years
They come crashing through the wall
With alarming repitition
Assuming their place
As unwanted possessions
I know they shouldn’t be here at all
But I can’t forget I won’t forget
And they won’t forget you
Are you lost to the weather?
Are you?