Watching Waiting

Feels like I’ve been waiting for days
And I have
Just to catch a glimpse of your face
Is that sad?
And every engine that I hear on the side of the road
Sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
Checking on my phone
Watching, waiting, hoping for you to show
For you to show
Wondering should I go
And search for you?
Racing through your words
For some clues
Did you give up on me since the last time we spoke?
All my senses say it’s crazy, but, still I know
In the back of my mind, there’s still this hope
You wouldn’t walk out on me like I did to you long ago
I don’t know
Will you show
I don’t know
And the clock on the wall is messing
With my head
Drifting away from me
And back again
So I’ll stay and let the afternoon slip away
Pacing 'round this floor
Half insane
'Till i get some resolution, I’m so obsessed
I can’t sleep and I can’t rest
But still something I must confess
When it comes to you baby
I’m a mess, I’m a mess
I’m a mess, I’m a mess
And every engine that I hear on the side of the road
Sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
Checking on my phone
Watching, waiting, hoping for you to show
Will you show
I don’t know
Will you show?