Here's To Forever

That I carry with all the scars
I keep as a warning of what can happen to anyone
Who forgets where their place is like me
As I watch my friends disappear I said
I drove them away, I set myself as king again
Of the greatest junk yard that this world has ever seen
And I can’t remember what I was looking for
But I did find something in myself that I despise
And I don’t mind, I just remember when I’m bored
I can’t remember what I swore we’d never wait forever for
Never wait forever for
Never wait forever for
And the ghosts in my head, they won’t talk to me
And the demons I used to drink with won’t listen to what I think
That I’m fine and I’m alone and I just need sleep
I did find something in myself that I despise
And I don’t mind, I just remember when I’m bored
I can’t remember what I swore we’d never wait forever for
Never wait forever for
Never wait forever for
Goodbye kid, I’m over it
I can’t remember
Goodbye kid, I’m over it
I can’t stay forever
Goodbye kid, I’m over it
I can’t remember
Goodbye kid, You’re too old for this
I can’t stay forever