Apertures

I chase myself while I’m standing still
No questions asked, It’s how I grow
I’ll keep it to myself it’s not for you to hold
I made up my mind this is all I know
Do I need to let go?
Can you hold on?
I feel fine growing with my misery
Will it get the best of me?
I’ve crossed a line
This who I am inside and no one gets out alive
I give all my time but it’s no good
I explain myself but it’s empty words
The only sense I know is touch
Come on leave me numb it’ll mean so much
Do I need to let go?
Can you hold on?
I feel fine growing with my misery
Will it get the best of me?
I’ve crossd a line
This who I am inside and no one gts out alive