Someone I Don't Want To Be

You keep telling me you love me
So why won’t you?
Or maybe you and I don’t mean the same things by those words
Not long ago it was different
I could see it in your eyes
So what did I do-when did it die
I thought we would be different
I felt so strong
But now that sense of strength is long gone
Now I’m begging you for affection
Throwing myself at you
And all I can see in your eyes now
Is patience
You’re turning me into someone I don’t want to be
What you’re giving leaves me allways wanting
And it feels like I’m losing all my integrity
All can think of is how to make you want me
I ve been wondering if you have
Other lovers
And just today this woman called who wouldn’t say her name
I must have been so naive
Believing what you said
Or maybe I just haven’t
Wanted to know
Some would say I should play
Harder to get
Only I’m not and I’m not a very good actress
I’ve thought maybe I should leave you
But then where would that leave me?
So for as long as you won’t love me
You can feel safe
But you’re turning me into someone I don’t want to be
What you’re giving leaves me allways wanting
And it feels like I’m losing all my integrity
All I can think of is how to make you want me
Mmmmm to make you want me
Oh-oh-oh…