Self pity sick

Can I hold You all night long?
I feel You shake, a deed so wrong,
wrong in my head
Vino two for one today
Kiss this bleeding curse away
Realscapes away
Iron in the air, Your tongue in my mouth
Twilight-essence hair when the moon goes south
A breeze of sugar-breath
so sweetly pale, pale as death
Blood-copulate her will
Her aim my heart to kill
Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet
Self pity sick, love desire’s benefit
Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet
Self pity sick, feeling blind…
I starve the daily world aside
Wild things leading me tonight
But I feel dreamscapes die
the bygone night denied
My soulgates open, streaming tears
The money-voice she only hears