If I Die Today

Here I’m bleeding as I’m drinking and I’m thinking that I’m sinking
To a brand new hell
That is worse than the hell that I knew before and all I want is more
Yeah, it could kill me but I’d eagerly die for one more
And if I die today
What have I really had to say?
Will I be saved?
There’s so much more to say
Oh God, please
I need a little more time
Then I can fade
Do you want to know why I do dope?
I’m interested in why you don’t
When our whole world is children drenched in their parents own blood
And if I die today what will I leave behind?
Will I be saved?
And as I fade away I leave behind the
Pain and the hate and the lies of this place behind
And if I die today
What have I really had to say?
Will I be saved?
There’s so much more to say
But give me just another day
And I’ll pray for the world as it fades
And If I die today
Just give me one last day
As I die today
Just give me one last day
(And if I die today) And if I die today
(What will I leave behind?) Will I be saved?
(And as I fade away) Just give me one last day
(I leave behind the pain) Then I can fade