Self vs Self

If I struggle a lifetime
What would my body be?
An empty shell
On what a demon fed!
Could be a heavy burden
To stay true to your words!
Speak up!
I wanna silence everything!
If I got no plan
Doesn't mean that I get what I want for free.
If I got no meaning,
Would you force me to a place where I make sense,
'Cause nothing lasts forever...
How do I get home?
Everything revolves around me!
If I can't find myself?
It's so completely fake!
How do I get home?
Everything revolves around me!
If even you can't help?
Dark nights on my soul!
I deny failure!
I ignite!
Woe is on my misery,
She wins all their eyes!
Realize what defies our fate!
This is not me, this is me!
So if I struggle a lifetime
What good would that do?
If I got a plan
Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside.
If I do make sense,
Would you drag me down,
'Cause nothing lasts forever...
How do I get home?
Everything revolves around me!
If I can't find myself?
It's so completely fake!
How do I get home?
Everything revolves around me!
If even you can't help?
Dark nights on my soul!