Ways To Disappear

I take my time
I don’t do well with attention
I’m so used to staying in
To keep my walls from caving in
And I am a ghost
I wander in circles around you
I wanna breathe the air you breathe
But all this smoke is killing me
I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I’m not good at letting go
I can’t stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?
I’m dragging it out
I hold on tightly to memories
'Cause I’m scared of what will show
It might be best if you never know
I wanna run away
Wanna start a war
'Til my knuckles bleed
I need you, nothing more
I’ve been lying to all of you
'Cause I’ve been trying to face the truth
I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I’m not good at letting go
I can’t stand to be alone
Are you the light that leads me down the road?
Can you take me home?
I find ways to disappear
And my words are never clear
I gotta find a way to face the things I fear
I’m not good at letting go
I can’t stand to be alone
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
Until it leads me home
I found the light that takes me down the road
Until it leads me home