Hang Down from Heaven

Love is everywhere I’m not allowed.
I feel he’s been to hell, but he’s near to heaven now.
I need to see it. I can’t not have it, so inscrutable, so beautiful.
I try. I try. I try.
His head is I don’t know. I’m stuck outside again.
Can’t get in. I can’t move him.
I think I like it because it hurts to not know, Pain is so.
I tried. I tried. I tried.