Mortuary

I feel this searing pain burning through my skin
This pain’s intoxicating
Euphoric
This pain alters me
I scream the pain away but no one hears me
They tell me just to rest
«Soon you won’t feel a thing»
I have vague memories of someone looking down on me
And visions of my blood dripping down into a drain
Can’t take away the pain
See all the blood and strain
I’m living for the pain
As it’s coursing through my veins
Never close your eyes
I look into my eyes and I can see my own reflection
As I bury deep inside the very sight of my discretion
In my heart to realize that everything is mad of hatred
Like the lis I built inside all made of ash and desecration
I died