Alone In December

I kept silent and it rained for days
My insides were drenched but I guess that’s the part of growing up
I never wanted to learn
And I grew into the man that you never knew
But I wouldn’t be this way if it weren’t for you
A hundred «thank you"s
If this is love
Fairy tales never came true
Judies are black in full bloom
And I died in the womb
Take it back, all that’s gone
It’s all still there like you left it
December stayed the same
Nothing ever changed but you
Every little dream covered in dents
Love can’t fly tonight
Couples will rest, I’ll be sleepless
So cry yourself to sleep
This is about broken hearts
This is about me
Bending again for nothing
I’d run to you but pain awaits
I’m coming home but I’ll be late
No deeper than imagination can be
Sight with nothing to see
What’s faith if I can’t believe
It’s everything, A cure
But I make it a disease
God take me because I hate me