Run Away

I’m still scared. Afraid of failing
Anticipating, the ride to end.
before the wheels begin to move.
(Run away) So I can hide.
(Run away) I’ve mastered feeling nothing.
(Run away) I’m dead inside.
(Run away) Why don’t I care?
Waste my time, commiserating,
Self medicating — it’s my design
Although I know you don’t approve
(Run away) So I can hide.
(Run away) I’ve mastered feeling nothing.
(Run away) I’m dead inside.
(Run away) Why don’t I care?
The truth is that I’m not so good
At showing how I feel.
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there’s something to conceal.
Or knowing how to love,
Love’s not in my memories
How can I rise above
All my insecurities
(Run away) So I can hide.
(Run away) I’ve mastered feeling nothing.
(Run away) I’m dead inside.
(Run away) Why don’t I care?
(Run away) I fight the tide
(Run away) The ebb and flow consuming
(Run away) Still by my side
(Run away) Why should you care?