Redemption and Regret

Everything I ever had I threw away in front of you
A world of opportunity, thrown away a moment too soon
Inner hatred, a failure in the mirror
Drowning in the darkest waters of despair
Is this a life that was meant to be?
Do I even remember who I was meant to be?
Confusion and unrest, redemption and regret
When did this hell even begin?
Never even saw it begin
Confusion and unrest, redemption and regret