Apathy

Looking around at twenty-two
I’m so tired of myself around you
Maybe I don’t fit your ideals anymore
And maybe I just grew up and do more
I knew that I shouldn’t call you
A name that’s slightly about you
I just want to feel like I
Neatly decide
Like a telephone pole
I want to feel whole
Do you want to go on a date?
Or would that be hard to orchestrate?
When you close your dreamy eyes
Are they even close to dreaming of mine?
You could take me and my apathy
Turn us into clarity