Something That I'm Used To

I’m feeling lost
And sometimes I just feel alone
I wanna Blow a fuckin hole
Inside my fuckin dome
They always acting like they care
But I know they don’t
They always say they’ll be around
But I know they won’t
First Verse:
I’m always finding something wrong inside my fuckin mind
I try to smile
When I know inside I’m never fine
Sick and tired of being surrounded by this bullshit
Open up my fucking mouth
And eat a full clip
Oh you don’t understand it
Yeah that’s my fucking pain
I try to fight it
But it starts to seep into my veins
You do not like the shit I make
Well you don’t gotta listen
I make this music
Cause it helps me not make bad decisions
I’m so in love with living
Why do I wanna die
That is a question that I ask Every time I cry
I look up the sky
And I’m just feeling cursed
I can’t be thankful
When I know it’s probably getting worse
A crooked smile on my face
Cause they asking me
If I’m really okay
Walk away, and leave me be
Fuck this job
Fuck this scene
Fuck this music shit
Fucked up my entire life
Don’t give a fuck I’m through with it
Hook:
I’m feeling lost
And sometimes I just feel alone
I wanna Blow a fuckin hole
Inside my fuckin dome
They always acting like they care
But I know they don’t
They always say they’ll be around
But I know they won’t