Blood Loss Is No Excuse

you say it’s time i should walk away from this,
to turn my back and let this go.
but i can never forget, and i can never forgive you.
i’ll drop dead before those words will ever cross my lips again.
this is can’t let go.
let them fall, let them fail, let them die in their regrets.
make them relive every word and watch them gag on every breath.
gasp for air. this time, with your hands clenched to your chest.
so i can watch you die, over and over again.
so pretend you don’t know just how far you’d go to get everything you want,
with no regard to anyone but yourself.
these wounds have all but bled me dry and time won’t let them heal.
let them fall, let them fail, let them die in their regrets.
make them relive every word and watch them gag on every breath.
gasp for air. this time, with my hands around your neck.
so i can watch you die, over and over again.