First Kids Names

I woke up today taking up the whole bed
And I finally felt good about it
I took a cold long walk across the bathroom tile
Looked myself straight in the mirror
I saw one toothbrush and the toilet seat up
And I stop to think about it
Hadn’t notice you’re gone
Has it been this long?
Now I’m crashing through the silence
Of all the things I thought I’d miss
Do you listen to the CD
That we fought about all night long?
Do you ever think you see me
In the people passing by?
After all the dreams
And the first kids names
There’s no one to blame
But I’m still here without you
And do you feel the same
When I tell you that I’m feeling alright?
I went out tonight
Saw a couple old friends
And they never said a word about you
I took my same old seat
At my favorite bar
Looked myself straight in the mirror
I forgot to shave
I wore the shirt you hate
Color fading since I’ve been without it
Hadn’t noticed you’re gone
Has it been this long?
Now I’m crashing through the silence
Of all the things I thought I’d miss
Do you turn on the TV
At the same time every night?
Do you think you ever think you see me
In the actor that I look like?
After all the dreams
And the first kids names
There’s no one to blame
But I’m still here without you
You’ll be there
I’ll be here
Taking it a day at a time
I’m everyday at a time
After all the dreams
And the first kids names
There’s no one to blame
But I’m still here without you
And do you feel the same
When I tell you that I’m feeling alright?